Dinner Mummy dan Si Kecil

Dinner... bila dah selalu sangat masak, dah tak sure nak masak menu apa untuk dinner. lauk ayam, lauk daging, lauk ikan, lauk seafood... masak halia ke, masak sambal, masak black pepper, masak halia, masak sweet sour, masak sos, masak kicap, masak kurma, masak kari madras, goreng ajer... kukus, sup... dah macam-macam rasa semua main 'campak-campak' je dalam kuali...

Kali ni dengan rasa cukup bertuah suami kesayangan hamba telah menyediakan santapan istimewa beliau... 'lamb steak' perap dengan halia... 'medium cooked', tak terlalu masak sangat masih 'juicy', tak mentah sangat, tak kering cukup lembut untuk dimakan ala-ala 'hotel style'... siap guna 'knife and fork' gitu... terkenang saat-saat berdua denganmu di Colmar Tropicale... dinner berdua... actually we were having a special candlelight dinner.... at that French-theme park... cuma satu je kurang... lilin takde... huhuhu....

Kalau dulu selalu berdua... sekarang dah bertiga... seronok mendengar suara anak kecil di rumah... bermain bergelak ketawa... anakku yang comel sedang dalam proses belajar merangkak... rasa kelakar pula bila dia dah pandai angkat badan, tapi bergoyang-goyang belum lagi maju ke depan. si kecil pun baru sudah dinner... makanan pejal bayi yang mudah dibeli di pasaraya, campuran nasi, sayur lobak merah, tomato dan ikan salmon.... sedap yang amat tak sabar-sabar jejaka kecil ibu nak merasa makanan perasa baru. biasa mummy bagi makan pisang lenyek campur epal, kadang-kadang bubur nasi, cereal nestle beras dengan sayuran... tapi bila bagi minum air dengan botol susu, tak nak pulak... yelah minum susu badan tak minum susu botol tu sebab tak berapa suka dengan botol susu kot... nak minum air dengan cawan biru kecil dia jugak... lepas tu satu baju dah basah dengan air sebab dia nak main sembur-sembur... takpelah sayang... sekejap lagi mummy bawa sayang mandi yee... kesian pagi tadi tak sempat mandi... sejuk sangat la cuaca di Belgium ni.

Daddy pegi ofis lepas makan malam tadi... kesian daddy sibuk sangat dengan kerja. cuti-cuti pun dia pergi pejabat jugak. dekat sini hari masih terang. walaupun jam dah pukul 8.30 malam, tapi seperti masih pukul 4 petang waktu di Malaysia. takpe daddy mummy faham... mummy dengan baby sayang daddy...

I still remember (dedicated to my dearest husband)

I do still remember how we used to be

Feeling together yet missing the togetherness, as our love was meant to be

Both of us were dreamers like the only couple in the world,

I feel like you’re my saviour when you came to me,

Offers warmth and shields that I needed most

I do still remember how sad the look in your eyes,

When days slowly passing by, slowly departing our time together,

So hard for you to let me through the airline door,

And how heavy my feet to step away from you,

Losing and missing the romance between us

I do still remember the worries in your face,

Felt terrible, almost crying as the world has come to the end,

As I was lying down on the delivery bed, pushing in agony,

How hard you want to help but nothing you can give,

Desperately looking tough, but crying inside by the sight of my pain

I never forget dear those sacrifices,

You forced yourself to be strong to send me off at the airport,

You forced yourself to be cheerful even you’re in big problems,

You forced yourself to stay near to me in the ward though you have lots of task to be done

You forced yourself to stay awake, to accompany me in delivery room,

You forced yourself to be calm even during my greatest screaming pain,

You forced yourself to work to feed me and baby…(and still forcing yourself)

These are my short love poem I wrote especially for you…

I always love you dear, but I am not a good romancer,

Even my English are far worse than yours, the meaning is deeply carved just to only you…

Thank you dear God for these bless...

You give a man and you give me a son...

Thank you dear God for these love...

You give me worlds and you give me lifes...

Alhamdulillah....syukur atas nikmat Allah...