Counting Days

It has been a very hectic week, sorting out cabin luggage stuffs, pre-arrange things to being pack for shipping, of course after making sure all things to pack were freshly laundered, sparkly clean or I might risked unwanted revelation upon receiving the items in Malaysia.
Not to mention with all the spring-cleaning projects, BIG TIME PROJECT I should say. From daily cooking to provide nourishment to kids and the entire family, deciding which pots and pans to let go, and whichs and whats to pack altogether, scrubbing clean the washing machine, dryer and dishwasher entirely, with the floor mopping and brushing, wall replastered and repainted, windows wiped crystal clear, etc (the lists go on).

All together in the presence of two little sweethearts, whose somehow took my heart away as they were craving the attention amid all those hustle jostle. Of course it was weird, to see from their eyes, that the house was no longer homely. It was literally empty now, when all the boxes safely tucked into big container, waiting to be loaded into big ship, and the furnitures were claimed. No more wall decoration, no more comfort of the living area, nor the warmth of the bedroom we've shared all thesr years.

And now the time has come. We finally on our journey home. And with that a new chapter of life will begin. A new story will be written. It will be big for the kids. Oh I'm very sure of that. Having no idea that mummy was actually working, and suddenly has to work again, it would intimidated at first. But I strangely feel, somehow despite my anxiousness, my fears, I believe they will be fine all the way, Insya Allah. They will manage to go through this. That would be their life stories as well.

And I hope to be able to write again. Please pray for us, may Allah Bless us, protect us from evil doers and evil eyes, protect us from the greediness of people, may Allah strengthen our unity, strengthen our love and Insya Allah may Allah protect our soul, and safe living insya Allah.

(this was written weeks ago, during our stay in the Apartment before depart for Malaysia. Because of the unavailibility of internet, I only can post it today)